It's such an honour to serve Mistress, thank You Mistress.
Sunday, 11 March 2012
Remote control electrics
Mistress called me into Her chambers and told me to stand in front of the throne and close my eyes. I felt Her hands touching and working round the ring of my chastity, which of course in itself very arousing and frustrating.
It was also very nerve wracking as i knew something was going on but didn't know what.
Mistress sat back on Her throne and gave me permission to open my eyes but not to look down.
The next thing I knew was ZAP, pain around the base of my balls and jumping around like the idiot i am. Mistress burst into to raucous laughter at my response.
After a few more zaps Mistress then explained that She had fitted me with some new remote control electrics which i must wear at all times when in maid service so that she could summon and punish me at will, Her will.
There are various settings but the 2 of real interest are firstly vibration to alert me that Mistress requires me instantly, followed by the painful electric shock if i'm not quick enough or indeed as a punishment. Even the lowest level is painful enough to make me screech and jump, heavens forbid finding out what the highest level is like as Mistress tells me i've only received about 2 out of 10, eek! This really helps focus the mind on Her requirements.
Just the vibrating summons setting makes me jump when it hits unexpectedly.
Mistress then conducted and experiment to test the range throughout Her extensive premises and gardens. i wandered around with my mobile phone on screeching and jumping confirming that they have a more than adequate range.
Believe me it's very nerve wracking having the electrics in place all day never knowing when that jolt is coming. Even if it doesn't come for hours, it's still a real mental test and instills fear and real responsiveness to Mistress Hellena's requirements, which after all is how it should be.
It was also very nerve wracking as i knew something was going on but didn't know what.
Mistress sat back on Her throne and gave me permission to open my eyes but not to look down.
The next thing I knew was ZAP, pain around the base of my balls and jumping around like the idiot i am. Mistress burst into to raucous laughter at my response.
After a few more zaps Mistress then explained that She had fitted me with some new remote control electrics which i must wear at all times when in maid service so that she could summon and punish me at will, Her will.
There are various settings but the 2 of real interest are firstly vibration to alert me that Mistress requires me instantly, followed by the painful electric shock if i'm not quick enough or indeed as a punishment. Even the lowest level is painful enough to make me screech and jump, heavens forbid finding out what the highest level is like as Mistress tells me i've only received about 2 out of 10, eek! This really helps focus the mind on Her requirements.
Just the vibrating summons setting makes me jump when it hits unexpectedly.
Mistress then conducted and experiment to test the range throughout Her extensive premises and gardens. i wandered around with my mobile phone on screeching and jumping confirming that they have a more than adequate range.
Believe me it's very nerve wracking having the electrics in place all day never knowing when that jolt is coming. Even if it doesn't come for hours, it's still a real mental test and instills fear and real responsiveness to Mistress Hellena's requirements, which after all is how it should be.
Sunday, 30 January 2011
New rubber maids uniform
Maid Sally Anne has a wonderful new made to measure rubber maids uniform, a lovely Christmas present from Mistress Hellena that has just arrived.
I love it and more to the point so does my Goddess.
Mistress also very kindly sold me a pair of Her old black patent 5.5 inch heel thigh boots. Heaven to cuddle up with in bed at night. Thank You so much Mistress for both my present and Your boots xx.
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
Skin Two North Ball
I had the undoubted honour of attending the Skin Two North Fetish ball in Leeds with Mistress Hellena and Her entourage.
Instead of my normal maids outfit i was wearing a lovely black and purple rubber corset and purple rubber short tennis type skirt. Mistress very kindly did my make up so i looked far more presentable than normal.
Indeed as a side issue it was interesting shopping with Mistress at the weekend at the cosmetics counter when Mistress was selecting various different products and discussing their merits for use by me and how i must improve my make up skills. This raised quite a few eyebrows from both the shop assistant and customers alike.
Back to the party. it was a superb night with i would guess around 500 people in fetish attire. It's really nice to be able to relax in full fetish regalia in public, although of course it is humiliating being led around by Mistress on the end of a collar and chain.
The venue "The Loft" in Leeds was excellent, various bars, dance floor, stage for the performances, a chill out room, well equipped dungeon room, and an outside private courtyard for the smokers.
Mistress instructed me not to use the gents toilets, only to use the Ladies and not a soul raised an eyebrow at the rubber TV using the "correct" loo's which was nice. Quite funny being instructed to go and re apply my lipstick, then stand in front of the mirror with the real girls doing their make up.
It was so pleasant being at Mistress Hellena's beck and call in public, whether it be serving drinks, or just standing behind Her silently awaiting Her next command whilst She chatted away to friends and other guests.
Later on in the night i was dancing when Mistress walked onto the dance floor, i immediately dropped to my knees and bowed my head to the floor in reverence before Her in front of the packed audience.
All in all an absolutely fantastic night, made even more worth while by the look on the taxi drivers face when he collected a bunch of rubber clad revellers as we came and left fully attired whereas some party goers changed in the venue itself.
Thank You so much Mistress for letting me accompany You to the ball.
Instead of my normal maids outfit i was wearing a lovely black and purple rubber corset and purple rubber short tennis type skirt. Mistress very kindly did my make up so i looked far more presentable than normal.
Indeed as a side issue it was interesting shopping with Mistress at the weekend at the cosmetics counter when Mistress was selecting various different products and discussing their merits for use by me and how i must improve my make up skills. This raised quite a few eyebrows from both the shop assistant and customers alike.
Back to the party. it was a superb night with i would guess around 500 people in fetish attire. It's really nice to be able to relax in full fetish regalia in public, although of course it is humiliating being led around by Mistress on the end of a collar and chain.
The venue "The Loft" in Leeds was excellent, various bars, dance floor, stage for the performances, a chill out room, well equipped dungeon room, and an outside private courtyard for the smokers.
Mistress instructed me not to use the gents toilets, only to use the Ladies and not a soul raised an eyebrow at the rubber TV using the "correct" loo's which was nice. Quite funny being instructed to go and re apply my lipstick, then stand in front of the mirror with the real girls doing their make up.
It was so pleasant being at Mistress Hellena's beck and call in public, whether it be serving drinks, or just standing behind Her silently awaiting Her next command whilst She chatted away to friends and other guests.
Later on in the night i was dancing when Mistress walked onto the dance floor, i immediately dropped to my knees and bowed my head to the floor in reverence before Her in front of the packed audience.
All in all an absolutely fantastic night, made even more worth while by the look on the taxi drivers face when he collected a bunch of rubber clad revellers as we came and left fully attired whereas some party goers changed in the venue itself.
Thank You so much Mistress for letting me accompany You to the ball.
Thursday, 11 March 2010
Pain and humiliation
Mistress subjected me to a full on pain fest yesterday.
Nipple clamps with lead weights attached, spiked parachute around my balls with two large lead weights on for good measure followed by the cock crusher fastened around the head of my penis and screwed down TIGHT.
Now this combination was painful but made all the worse but having to walk up and down repeatedly with the lead weights banging against my knees. Then it was the spiked pin wheel being run over my very swollen balls, OUCH!
Then Mistress had a flash of inspiration and decided to use me as a lamp whilst She read. Mistress placed a light bulb and lamp shade on my head, secured my hands behind my back and made me stand in the corner so She could sit down and read.
When She tired of reading Mistress invited Mistress Heidi in to view the new lamp shade much to both of their amusement. Mistress Heidi decided that i should pose as a ballerina lamp and stand on one leg which was even harder.
By now various bits of my body were incredibly sore after about 2 hours. Mistress very kindly offered to remove one set of the instruments of torture. i begged for the nipple clamps to come off. Mistress said i had to wait and beg again in another 10 minutes. Ten of the longest minutes of my life. i begged again and Mistress very kindly removed the clamps, but the pain of the clamps coming off is more intense than the on going pain.
Another hour passed and Mistress removed the spiked parachute and lead weights from my balls. i screamed like mad and almost went into orbit as Mistress grabbed and twisted my balls.
Mistress then relaxed on the couch as She talked to Her entourage of house boys whilst sharing a bottle of wine with all of us. i was still in my full maids uniform sat at Her feet for at least another hour until i absolutely begged Her to remove the cock crusher from the end of my cock as the pain by now was unreal.
All in all i think Mistress had a lovely fun relaxing night, and i had the pleasure of suffering for Her amusement. What a wonderful evening but hell am i sore today, though every ounce of pain is worth it for the privilege of being Mistress Hellena's slave.
Nipple clamps with lead weights attached, spiked parachute around my balls with two large lead weights on for good measure followed by the cock crusher fastened around the head of my penis and screwed down TIGHT.
Now this combination was painful but made all the worse but having to walk up and down repeatedly with the lead weights banging against my knees. Then it was the spiked pin wheel being run over my very swollen balls, OUCH!
Then Mistress had a flash of inspiration and decided to use me as a lamp whilst She read. Mistress placed a light bulb and lamp shade on my head, secured my hands behind my back and made me stand in the corner so She could sit down and read.
When She tired of reading Mistress invited Mistress Heidi in to view the new lamp shade much to both of their amusement. Mistress Heidi decided that i should pose as a ballerina lamp and stand on one leg which was even harder.
By now various bits of my body were incredibly sore after about 2 hours. Mistress very kindly offered to remove one set of the instruments of torture. i begged for the nipple clamps to come off. Mistress said i had to wait and beg again in another 10 minutes. Ten of the longest minutes of my life. i begged again and Mistress very kindly removed the clamps, but the pain of the clamps coming off is more intense than the on going pain.
Another hour passed and Mistress removed the spiked parachute and lead weights from my balls. i screamed like mad and almost went into orbit as Mistress grabbed and twisted my balls.
Mistress then relaxed on the couch as She talked to Her entourage of house boys whilst sharing a bottle of wine with all of us. i was still in my full maids uniform sat at Her feet for at least another hour until i absolutely begged Her to remove the cock crusher from the end of my cock as the pain by now was unreal.
All in all i think Mistress had a lovely fun relaxing night, and i had the pleasure of suffering for Her amusement. What a wonderful evening but hell am i sore today, though every ounce of pain is worth it for the privilege of being Mistress Hellena's slave.
Thursday, 28 January 2010
What a great night at Hotel BDSM. The lovely Alix Fox of Bizarre magazine accompanied by Matt the photographer came to stay and do an article on the hotel.
Nice to see Ray and Heather, the first ever guests at the hotel again as well.
Late night, early start but it was well worth it.
Watch out for the April issue of Bizarre.
Nice to see Ray and Heather, the first ever guests at the hotel again as well.
Late night, early start but it was well worth it.
Watch out for the April issue of Bizarre.
Thursday, 21 January 2010
Endurance and isolation Part 2
Mistress removed my gag and i could feel the lip of a jug thrust against my lips, i opened my mouth wide as possible and drank greedily. The lovely warm fresh tangy salty taste confirmed my wildest hopes that it was indeed nectar from my beloved Goddess, i had to drink quickly as Mistress poured more and more into my mouth.
Mistress did not say a single word but then the jug was withdrawn from my lips. i thanked Mistress for the humiliating honour of drinking Her pee and begged desperately for more, but none was forthcoming. i lay there in the sling licking every last drop from my lips, savouring the taste. What makes a man so desperate to drink urine, a waste product i thought? The answer is quite simple, i would have no desire to drink anyone else's but this comes from the Lady, the Goddess who has cast Her spell over me and totally enslaved me. It is therefore so natural and the finest drink in the world. i used to find the concept of water sports abhorrent in years gone by but not now, it's a great honour.
Mistress then lit a cigarette and as usual used my mouth as an ashtray. Then in the darkness with no warning i felt the intense pain of the tip of the cigarette being applied to my balls. This resulted in frantic movement in the sling and a repeat of all the associated pain that movement brought.
Then finally Mistress lowered the sling to the floor and i thought that after what had seemed like hours the session was at its end. How wrong yet again. Mistress began chatting to one of Her friends on the phone as i lay there on the floor still in bondage and blindfolded. This made me feel all the more worthless listening to Mistress talking and ignoring me although She did pass comment that Sally Anne was in restraint at Her feet.
Then Mistress removed the blindfold which came as a real shock not having had any sight for ages. i was blinded by the light, blinked and tried to focus unaccustomed to vision. As i was trying to focus Mistress trampled all over me as i lay on the floor just like a human door mat taking my breath away. Then Mistress sat on my chest, made me put my legs up to act as a backrest as She reclined
Mistress sat back and began to eat a sandwich. As She was eating She casually kicked Her shoes off, pulled the crust of the bread and wedged it between Her toes and without saying a word extended Her lovely long leg so that Her foot was just in front of my face. i wriggled a little and began eating the scraps of bread from between Mistress's toes. What a feast, what an imaginative way to eat, just like a hungry dog, though of course i know Mistress loves Her dogs far more than any slave, and of course treats the dogs far better. Then as soon as i had finished my feast Mistress picked up the jug of urine, pinched my nose so i had to open my mouth and very kindly washed down the crumbs with an after dinner drink of Chateau Hellena.
Whilst i was trying to take all of this in Mistress swiftly moved, pulled on some rubber gloves, cleaned and lubricated a sound and slid it right down my urethra. In what seemed like an instant it was torment and pleasure from one of my bodily openings to another. However instead of removing the sound before inserting the next size up Mistress simply inserted the second one in conjunction with the first. Now this was something new for me again, two sounds at once. A very strange feeling having both of the sounds inside and moved independently. Double trouble. Indeed being masturbated with the sounds in place is agonisingly erotic and painful.
It was at this point that Mistress spoke for the first time in ages, simply to inform me that She intended to work on a vigorous programme of sounds, stretching my urethra, building up my tolerance so that by the end of the year i WOULD be able to take the largest sound in Her very extensive collection. i have seen it, it's a monster; i find it hard to believe that any penis could take such a size, but know that Mistress will get exactly what She wants. However cruel this may sound Mistress is very responsible and knowledgeable. She will push me to extremes, extend my boundaries, but as all skilled performers, artisans, or people at the very pinnacle of their profession She knows just when to stop. Many a time my cock has suffered with the sounds, but She will stop and say that's enough for today, that She doesn't want to damage anything. She will hurt me, but at the same time She will take very good care of me (unlike some other Dommes) i feel so safe because i am in good hands and this real trust means that i am so much happier to go where She leads me.
The next thing i knew was that the sounds were removed and a catheter inserted. Now this feels weird at the best of times but immediately after deep and repeated use of the sounds was truly amazing. Mistress explained She was being very considerate and allowing me to relieve my self after several hours in bondage and the enforced drinking. Nothing to do the humiliation of of being restricted and having my bladder drained without any say so at the will of a gorgeous Lady. There was nothing i could do, the tube went in, my pee came out and Mistress milked me in a different fashion
Mistress did not say a single word but then the jug was withdrawn from my lips. i thanked Mistress for the humiliating honour of drinking Her pee and begged desperately for more, but none was forthcoming. i lay there in the sling licking every last drop from my lips, savouring the taste. What makes a man so desperate to drink urine, a waste product i thought? The answer is quite simple, i would have no desire to drink anyone else's but this comes from the Lady, the Goddess who has cast Her spell over me and totally enslaved me. It is therefore so natural and the finest drink in the world. i used to find the concept of water sports abhorrent in years gone by but not now, it's a great honour.
Mistress then lit a cigarette and as usual used my mouth as an ashtray. Then in the darkness with no warning i felt the intense pain of the tip of the cigarette being applied to my balls. This resulted in frantic movement in the sling and a repeat of all the associated pain that movement brought.
Then finally Mistress lowered the sling to the floor and i thought that after what had seemed like hours the session was at its end. How wrong yet again. Mistress began chatting to one of Her friends on the phone as i lay there on the floor still in bondage and blindfolded. This made me feel all the more worthless listening to Mistress talking and ignoring me although She did pass comment that Sally Anne was in restraint at Her feet.
Then Mistress removed the blindfold which came as a real shock not having had any sight for ages. i was blinded by the light, blinked and tried to focus unaccustomed to vision. As i was trying to focus Mistress trampled all over me as i lay on the floor just like a human door mat taking my breath away. Then Mistress sat on my chest, made me put my legs up to act as a backrest as She reclined
Mistress sat back and began to eat a sandwich. As She was eating She casually kicked Her shoes off, pulled the crust of the bread and wedged it between Her toes and without saying a word extended Her lovely long leg so that Her foot was just in front of my face. i wriggled a little and began eating the scraps of bread from between Mistress's toes. What a feast, what an imaginative way to eat, just like a hungry dog, though of course i know Mistress loves Her dogs far more than any slave, and of course treats the dogs far better. Then as soon as i had finished my feast Mistress picked up the jug of urine, pinched my nose so i had to open my mouth and very kindly washed down the crumbs with an after dinner drink of Chateau Hellena.
Whilst i was trying to take all of this in Mistress swiftly moved, pulled on some rubber gloves, cleaned and lubricated a sound and slid it right down my urethra. In what seemed like an instant it was torment and pleasure from one of my bodily openings to another. However instead of removing the sound before inserting the next size up Mistress simply inserted the second one in conjunction with the first. Now this was something new for me again, two sounds at once. A very strange feeling having both of the sounds inside and moved independently. Double trouble. Indeed being masturbated with the sounds in place is agonisingly erotic and painful.
It was at this point that Mistress spoke for the first time in ages, simply to inform me that She intended to work on a vigorous programme of sounds, stretching my urethra, building up my tolerance so that by the end of the year i WOULD be able to take the largest sound in Her very extensive collection. i have seen it, it's a monster; i find it hard to believe that any penis could take such a size, but know that Mistress will get exactly what She wants. However cruel this may sound Mistress is very responsible and knowledgeable. She will push me to extremes, extend my boundaries, but as all skilled performers, artisans, or people at the very pinnacle of their profession She knows just when to stop. Many a time my cock has suffered with the sounds, but She will stop and say that's enough for today, that She doesn't want to damage anything. She will hurt me, but at the same time She will take very good care of me (unlike some other Dommes) i feel so safe because i am in good hands and this real trust means that i am so much happier to go where She leads me.
The next thing i knew was that the sounds were removed and a catheter inserted. Now this feels weird at the best of times but immediately after deep and repeated use of the sounds was truly amazing. Mistress explained She was being very considerate and allowing me to relieve my self after several hours in bondage and the enforced drinking. Nothing to do the humiliation of of being restricted and having my bladder drained without any say so at the will of a gorgeous Lady. There was nothing i could do, the tube went in, my pee came out and Mistress milked me in a different fashion
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